remember the urge... omg.

oh GazettE... i luv u so much, i even break my general rule of never using upper case in type... just so ur name will be correct visually. yes, what i am geeking over right now is the GazettE's new single ' remember the urge'. they are such a dynamic band, and in my opinion they just keep getting better with age. especially aoi. enjoy. <3

i. want. this.

i dont know how i could forget the lunatic queen?! i sooooooo want her too!! i'm in luv with those eerie hearts in her eyes, and her goth gear is beyond cute. again, why am i so broke? oh well, its nice to dream...


so the lunatic queen shall be added to the 'list of things i want really really bad'... along with aoi, mad guitar skills, and a yorkie. hai.

today i dig...

the sun - i have a feeling my bus ride home will be full of sun photography. i'm like a freaking aztec today.

kozi - like the product of a sake fueled rendezvous between the cure and malice mizer. you'll know what i mean if you listen to "innermost...".

old asian ladies who wear sparkly hair pins - kept my attention like, the WHOLE bus ride to gilroy. not kidding. cutest. hair pins. ever.

desiree nicole - my sister is so cute. i <3 her.                    

i. want. this.

i want this doll. i have wanted this doll for a while. her name is lunatic alice and i completely <3 the hell out of her. i luv her pouty little face and i feel a need to own this doll. and now i see that her price has been reduced. omg, where the hell can i get some cash fast?

ah, and speaking of dollies, this is my baby... shes a

little dal, called neiryo, but i renamed her kaiju. shes

my little monster and she needs friends. :3

 

where am i going dammit?

so... the past 5 months since moving have been truely amazing and totally enlightening, they really have... but i feel stunted in my personal growth somehow. there are days that i wake up, look out my window, and have to tell myself that i'm on the brink of something awesome. but then i carry on throughout my day as if nothing in my life has changed. logically, there is no way that my life HASN'T changed. without going into detail, i have so much more freedom now living in my shared apartment with the bestie. but i guess emotionally i'm still looking for something.
i have to wonder if thats the reason i started this blog in the first place. i wanted it to be an outlet for blabbing about whatever random shit i'm geeking over at the moment (otakutie= female otaku... lame.), but perhaps it'll lend itself to my own self-discovery. but in the most un-new agey way ever. cuz that just sucks. 

hajimemashite...

gah... its been so long since i've tried to blog about anything, lol... lets see if i can like, not suck.
i guess the first post should be something of an introduction, ne? here goes...


name: chi
real name: ashley
blood type: b
birth date: april 24th, 1986
birthplace: monterey, ca
height: 5'1"
weight: none of ur damn business ;)
family: mom, sister, cousin/best friend, dog, cat
favorite colors: light pink, black, red
favorite drinks: coffee, white peach calpico, tea
favorite brands: vivienne westwood all the way...
favorite season: winter
favorite animals: cats, dogs, hamsters
favorite food: almost anything japanese... except natto
hobbies: photography, listening to music, daydreaming about aoi...
collects: my collections are kinda all over the place right now... i like pistols though... like on jewelry and stuff. and i really wanna collect more dolls like the cutie on my blog header ;)
zodiac sign: taurus
chinese zodiac animal: tiger
favorite bands: the gazette, an cafe, seikima II, lots more
likes: cute, scary, odd, and sparkly things! oh, and hello kitty...